5/9 I am oppressed

So I called today to know what happened with my application, and she answered me that the answers were sent, and so that I should receive it this week... :/ hmmm... I'm stressed now.

I don't really know whether or not I want to be accepted. I guess it would be better if I was, so I would get money from both the government and also the bank, since I asked for a kind of loan but I can't have the discounted one if I am not a student...

So, how does one make money? By working.

Wrong. You don't make money by working. You make money by working for a capitalist company/person/agency/etc.

Yes, if you want to have money, you need to depend on someone. You need to do something for someone, and that person will give you money in exchange of the work you did for them.

Now well, that's part of life and it's what everything does, so it's right. No it isn't. What about people who don't want to work for someone? For example, ME. I don't want to work for someone, I want to work for myself. So it's egocentric then. No, I want to work for everyone in the world, but I don't want someone to tell me what I should do. So give me money, but don't expect anything personal in return. I mean, I will not do it for you, I will do it for everyone.

So that's why I was thinking of these two projects: 1) Making free video games, asking for donations, and 2) making YouTube videos for helping making the world a better place, and making money out of people watching advertisement... oh well, it's better than nothing I guess.

So what's wrong with entering in a company and working for them to get money to live in this world? Well, since when do one has to give something back to "live"? Because we live in a capitalist society. This is the only reason. And since it works with people with power (those who work and get enough money to have an influential power) then the others have a really hard time living in the same society.

So here I go:

I am oppressed. I am oppressed by the society. I am oppressed by the close-mindedness of people. I am oppressed by the government. I am oppressed by capitalism. I am oppressed by people who think emotionally instead of rationally. I am oppressed by my family. I am oppressed by my friends. I am oppressed by everyone. I am oppressed.