My facebook started to look super messy. I get people asking me "who are you?" all the time and... well, it's my fault in the end... anyway, I also started to feel like I couldn't post anything on my facebook anymore (like for example all the stuff I wrote on this blog) because I would always end up criticizing one of my friend...
Anyway, I decided to create a new profile with only exclusive friends, those who I believe would be able to read my blog without saying "oh Francis, I don't understand you, but I think you have a problem". And this actually means "people who accept me as I am". Because yeah, I haven't found that many people like this in my life. And while some might have said so, they fucking don't. I don't think there are many people who are really open-minded, but I'll try with these one who I believe are, and have this new profile in which I can say exactly what I think without censorship. Let's see how it goes! :)
But yeah, if you're new to my existential crisis, here it goes: I am nihilist therefore I am not, and I believe beliefs are wrong. This in mind, a lot has happened in my life lately, so much that I am having difficulties with people around me. What enrages me is not their thoughts, but their incapacity to be rational in every situation. And yes, I am talking as if I knew everything about life and therefore my thoughts are wrong. But I will try to think it over in a rational way and never believe in one side or the other but always consider that nothing is good or bad. Because being nihilist is neither good or wrong, it is just a fact, and should remain that way.
And thank you for your rational comments and helpful discussions! :)
P.S.: I am not crazy, I am smart, even if it might be hard to believe...
Im flattered and honoured to be in your new exclusive fb list. :) maybe i should clean up my facebook too.. But im too lazy ;)
ReplyDeleteIf you do so, don't remove me, or I'll do the same!!! So keep being a good person and I won't remove you! :P
ReplyDeleteAnyway, thanks to you! :)