Sometimes I wonder if having the real first names of people make it easy to find on a google search for example. But I've tried some for Eason and didn't find anything, so I guess I can keep using his name and not a pseudonym.
I should probably divide what happened yesterday into different parts. Or maybe not. Anyway, let's just start and see how it goes.
Khanh wasn't able to sleep on Thursday night, so at 1am we decided "why not going now and sleep on the road?" It was a crazy idea, but I was too excited to sleep anyway, so we decided to give it a try! :) so we drove at 2am, made a few pauses on the road, and I couldn't sleep but he did some 30 minutes naps... So we were both pretty tired, but we finally arrived in Toronto around 9am, and we went for Dim Sum there.
After that, I called Eason. He didn't answer, but I sent him a text asking to tell me when he'll be up. Some 20 minutes later he texted me, so I called him, telling him that he had a big surprise and that it was me in Toronto. He was really happy to hear it. And then he started being not so happy, when he asked me where I would stay and stuff. So he asked me if he could call me back to think about it.
10 minutes later he called, and he said he'd be glad to find a way to see me during the day, but that he couldn't let me stay at his place because of Justin and another friend from Amsterdam or something staying at his place and so too many people tonight and so can't spend time with him. Anyway, he was going to eat with friends, and then he said he would try to see me during the afternoon.
So me and Khanh went downtown and visited the city. From 10:30 to 2:30. Until I finally decided to ask him when we were gonna meet. And he said he'd be free around 4. So we went to eat something since I was hungry, and around 4, like promised, Eason texted me that he was finally free, and so we could meet in Eaton centre. So we went, and so we met.
Well I was pretty down before that. You know, being tired and everything. But, obviously, having Khanh saying a lot of stuff with my stress and culpability, it made a big mess. While I was trying to understand Eason and give him reason, Khanh was doing the opposite, always trying to see that he's a bad guy... And so that all the "mysteries" about who that special guy is, why Eason can't give some time for someone he's supposed to love, and prefers doing something else, can't tell his friends, etc. etc. So we went through numerous scenarios according to what we heard. That is something I hate to do, but I have to say that I didn't have any choice since I was missing some info here. And yes, Eason has always been honest to me, but this time it sounded like he was trying to hide something from me. Weird...
But the truth was that something was not making sense. And so since I am always completely honest with everyone, then he probably wasn't with me. Maybe he had reasons not to be, and maybe he didn't really like me as I thought he did. But anyway, I'll have to figure that out by myself in the future, or not.
I'll write the next part later.
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