Oh yeah. That's another year finished. A quite unexpected year for me, as you can read through my blog posts. I just have no idea what the next one could become.
Most people separate life in two parts: work and fun. Work is when they are doing something that is difficult and not so liked, and fun is when they do things they like and feel good about it. I don't do this. My life is just my life. It's constant work and constant fun. What someone would think is an activity to have fun or to work is for me an activity to learn. I just learn from anything I do, no matter what it is. Hence, if you invite me to some place to have "fun", I won't really "have fun" but I'll just spend my time observing what happens, what people say, what they think.
Two days ago I had another threesome, with two older men (early 40s I suppose). Anyway, it was okay, I really became horny when I shared a dick with someone else and kissed at the same time. I wanted to fuck and get fucked, but the guy came too quickly... Anyway, that's it.
Yesterday was New Year's Eve. I didn't have anything planned. I know Eason was coming to Montreal but I didn't want to go clubbing with him (well I'm tired of clubbing and I didn't want to have sex with him).
In the morning I texted Jean-Francois, a guy I talked to on gay411, and we decided to meet in the afternoon. I was also supposed to meet Sebastien early, but since he didn't know when he could come, I just said I had to go see a friend in late afternoon and he said to just screw our meeting. So I went to JF's place instead.
He talked a lot, which is cool. Then we kissed, went to his room. He had a blue light, so it was really cool lol. Then we had sex for a pretty long time lol. I have to say we are both bottom/vers and we were both half-hard but still loving it! Anyway, I came after a long time and being extremely sweaty, as always. Then he showed me how to use Photoshop, which was helpful for a few things I didn't know.
I came back home around 5pm, and I had no idea what I would be doing for the rest of the night. I thought I'd just stay home and work on my portfolio. But instead, Sebatien asked me if I was still available right now, and I said I was. So he came at my place. It was the first time I invited someone at my new place to have sex with. But since I wanted to film it with my cam hidden somewhere, I thought it would be okay.
But my cam stopped after some time (yeah, battery...) It's because we talked for more than an hour before finally having sex. Obviously I suspected he was younger than what he said he was (18), so I asked him at some point and he said he was 16, which does make sense. He said he didn't finish grade 2 of high school (that's grade 8) so it's kinda funny. But he looks smarter than that, thanks to Internet I guess. Anyway, he's a bit fat, and has a lot of pimples on his shoulders and back, but who cares. He wasn't so good at fucking me lol but anyway, he's just a kid learning his way through. It seems like I was his fourth guy.
Then afterwards he said he wanted to drink, so I asked him if he wanted to stay over, and he called his mom and it was ok. So there I got it: an unexpected New Year's Eve party! We went to buy some drinks, then we walked around for like an hour (he talks and laughs a lot, is very expressive and talks loudly).
We came back, drank and ate some, celebrated the jump to the next year, then around 2am we had sex and slept. Then again in the morning, and he left around 7:30am, hangover.
So yeah, I slept with a minor. The youngest guy I've slept with. And I can't tell anyone cuz they'd really judge me.
But what I like about this kid is all he's going through and how he expresses it. Even if most of what he said were lies, looking at how happy he was to be with me, to be free from outside pressures, to be whatever he could be, is what makes me glad to be who I am.
Kids, and I'd like to say people in general, just want someone to talk freely to. But most people always want something back from all they do, and having a kid saying a bunch of stupid stuff isn't helpful to them. Adrienne has been doing this to me and everyone else around her, and I want to be like her for this.
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