Friday, January 28, 2011

1/23 I could try

These were the words Daishi told me. We made peace. It feels so great. It's like if I was myself again. Like if I got back a part of myself. Yep I'm probably still in love with him, but we decided to be friends, so I'll keep that in mind and try as hard as I can to never lose him again. My life without Daishi is something I've experienced a little bit, and it truly is difficult for me. So I could try, too.

I have strong beliefs about how to come to world peace. And I can't give up on them. I wanted to give up for Daishi numerous times, but being in a state where you know you have an enemy is something I wouldn't be able to live with. I wanted him to be my friend, and I kept asking him for that. It took a long time and a lot of work, discussions, realizations, but we came to here. And it's the best solution possible. If I continue to believe in world peace, if I never give up even if people don't agree with me, it might happen some day. I have to believe in that.

Today made me realize that it is possible. World Peace is possible if we really work hard on it. We could try.

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