2/9 Study break

So, a lot of things are coming soon. I don't really know how to handle them...

First, I got a job at a webcam modelling agency, I am waiting for them to process, but they say 2 to 4 weeks before I can start... Oh well, it will give me a small break :)

Then there's stupid Valentine's day next Monday. I have no idea what to give to Fan, and the more I think about it, the less I actually want to give him something. He told me I didn't have to, and he might be sincere, so I guess I should just be myself and not give him anything. And only spend some time with him? Yeah, we'll see....

Eason is coming on the weekend of 19th-21st. I actually kind of miss him, maybe because I was too drunk to actually remember that he was not so great, but it might be fun to spend the weekend with him, specially since it's gonna be the beginning of the study break! :)

Then there's Fan's birthday on Feb 25th. Urgh... I HAVE to buy something, right? But I don't fucking want to... >_< He's probably gonna be super excited about doing something together and blablabla. Oh, and he wants me to fuck him before he gets 22, which I don't really like doing... (you know I don't like sex that much... or at least I don't wanna be top...) Anyway, we'll see, that's not what's worrying me the most...

Daishi will be coming here on Feb 27th for two weeks... Not that I don't want to, but it's gonna be hard to have a life... especially since I still have feelings for him and everything :/ and there will be Fan, and school, and maybe even my new work, and the speech contest, and all the stuff. How am I supposed to "take care of him" while he stays here? And he wants to go to Toronto, which I also want to do, but maybe I should stay here instead... it would give me some time to relax I guess.

And on a bright side, Stephen wants to go to Stereo someday soon, so it's gonna be fun! :) I obviously need to go buy some more clothes, I might ask Fan to go shopping this weekend! lol Can you keep me more busy? :P

Anyway, I don't know how the next weeks are gonna be. Wish me luck! @_@