Tuesday, December 28, 2010

12/28 Searching for Nothing

So I "hooked up" last night with this Jeff Tian Bai, and so now I'm back to my stupid state of trying to find love through sex. And just to have love from this guy I was about to stop hooking up. But we didn't even have sex. And I actually don't think I ever will since he doesn't want hook ups in a relationship. Anyway, FUCK YOU.

But still I'm looking for something I don't even know what it is, I'm still deliberately hurting myself over this so that I find anything. Just give me anything but give me something now! I've been in shit for some time now, can I have something good happening in my life? :(

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