Rodrigo just sent me a bunch of texts saying he was sorry to stop it. So he just ditched me. After a day where we texted a lot and were supposed to meet and sleep together tonight. After spending a lot of days together and having a lot of fun. After making me so happy every day. I really thought I was loved by someone. And honest love. That was a first for me. And he ditched me and I don't know why.
Age? Maybe. I don't know. He said he didn't care, but I guess he thinks about me and think it would be bad for me...
Urgh, seriously I don't know what to think about it. I'm really confused, shocked and everything. I'm still not that sad though. It's gonna come soon... :( I just wanna cry a fucking lot, but it seems like I still can't believe it... Everything was so perfect until now... what the fuck happened in a few hours? :S
:'(
It's weird but I wanna kill myself... yeah really...
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