i can't sleep, once again. it's been like this all week, i dont know whats wrong. i thought it was because i dont workout anymore, so im not getting tired enough wheen i go to bed, but i think its also becuse of stress from school, the shitty things that happen in my life, and all the stuff coming (christmas for example).
anyway, im just tired of everyone. i mean, nobody loves me, they never did. its like "no, its not right, everybody loves you" but hey... where is everyone? my family loves me? no way, they just like me, and like "when everyone is all reunited"... my friends? they just like when im useful to them (hence i dont spend much time with my friends cuz they dont need me lol)
ayway, im tired, should go back to sleep and cry some more... or jerk off again... urgh, stupid life....
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