Well, first, I really have to give up on Rodrigo. He doesn't answer me, and it's just because he doesn't have guts to tell me what he really thinks of me. Anyway, I'll just leave him alone, and stop trying.
I'm gonna go see Khanh in an hour or so, it kinda stresses me out a little bit, but it should be fine. We're gonna go to a Japanese non-sushi restaurant, so it should be good! I'll bring him some cookies I made :)
Yifan kept texting me the other night, before he left for China for two weeks. Well, everyone is leaving in the next few days, so I'm gonna be all alone lol But anyway, I don't really like him, but I still liked having sex, so that's what I miss from him, nothing else...
Tomorrow I'm going to my hometown to see my family (I probably won't see my mom, but anyway...) so I need to wake up pretty early (7am). Then I'll be sick, won't be able to breath normally, I'll go sleep at my older brother's place, and back in the morning to my dad's place and then leaving at noon back here!
Kinda weird, for some reasons I want to see my family but for others I don't want to. I don't want to go there and be sick, but I don't have a choice :( anyway...
Then with school... ugh... I got put into possibly the worst team ever... So I'm gonna have to do a game next semester with people who are really really dumb (well, all except one...) Not sure I really want to. If all this gives is a game for my portfolio... well, I can do something much better without 4 other names on it... so yeah, I'm thinking about making my own portfolio during the break, and then look intensively for a job, and stop school when I get one.
So yeah, I'm really really tired since yesterday, I still can't pee properly (it hurts so much... :S ) and everything seems to be going so bad... seriously I just want to cry right now... I'm so tired of my life...
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