Last night I slept at Rodrigo's place again. I went to his workplace, then we went to his place, had bareback sex, then we ate spaghetti that he did, watched a movie (Black Swan) and then slept together :) I couldn't sleep much, mostly because of stress, no gym this week, and he was snoring, but in the end, it was another magical night :)
Holy motherfucker, I'm in love!! But with a difference, he loves me back! And I mean he seriously fucking loves me. I'm not gonna write down every little hint I have that would show that, cuz it's damn fucking obvious. Shit, he's just an amazing guy, I can't say how much I want to be in his arms again right now, or just hear his delightful voice, or kiss him, or everything else.
Anyway, it's awesome. I've been smiling much more lately. Just like I was smiling at that kid in the subway and he kept looking at me and smiling back :D man I love kids.
I'm also feeling less frightened at going back to see my family for Christmas. I mean, I'm always getting sick, and you can see in this blog from last year that I was really stressed out, but I think things are getting better in my life, so it looks less stressful. School is almost over and I've been working hard, I have the best friend ever (Khanh), and now someone really loves me (Rodrigo).
I don't know for how long it will last, but I'll just enjoy every second of it :) Oh, I was interrupted by a text from him :)
Anyway, that's all I wanted to say. Well, there's a lot more I want to say about it, but I'm keeping it in my head and I'm not sharing it here :P
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