Yay! That's my 100th post! :D It's been around 9 months, so that means I only post 11 times a month... which isn't much :P Anyway, I'm thinking of creating a less personal blog (on tmblr), I've got ideas of articles to write, on how to write them, what kind of community I want to create, but I'm still stuck trying to find a title... lol Anyway, I probably won't post the link or info about it, since I wouldn't want people to link it with me, but I might talk about its development! :)
I've been starting to have insomnia a lot lately.. Well, I had insomnia on Wednesday night, and then the following nights I just decided to stay awake late to work instead losing my time trying to sleep! The only problem is that I've become super tired and highly emotional...
I'm always stressed out when I send a text to Eason. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't. My theory is that I always say the things that come to my mind and am honest with them, so if there is something that he doesn't like and it makes him hate me forever, well... it's better to find it out now than in twenty years! Well, I'm sure no such a thing would ever happen (because, you know, Eason is fucking open-minded).
At the same point, I suppose I'm happy in my life. I don't need sex anymore, I've sorta found out my way of thinking and how I can use it to help people, and etc. Anyway, my life could be much worse. Like it was at the beginning of the summer I suppose!
I've been on gay411 and manhunt yesterday... I stayed because some guy was talking to me (he didn't want to have sex) and it was fun. Guess I don't have of a social life lately! lol And then Khanh came online and talked to me, and accused me of lying by lowering my age limit... wtf!! And he kept insisting that "he knew" I was lying... WTF, SERIOUSLY? I fucking hate that. Can you stop defining me? Well you can think whatever about me, but don't tell me! You are who you are, not what others say about you. So help everyone and just fucking stop saying shit about other people.
Ok, that's my big rant of the day! Now I'll be super mad and I hope will work well under that stress. Oh, and Eason didn't answer when I asked him if he was coming to see me in two weeks, so... I don't know what to think... it's just making me worry a lot... :/
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