So I went to Toronto from July 29 to August 1st. It was awesome. But it wasn't really the trip, the vacation or anything that was this fun, it was Eason. Obviously.
So quickly, here is what we do: On Friday evening, we went to a Japanese restaurant, then we headed to his place, had sex, and went with a friend, Justin Chen (not the same Justin as last time), to a gay bar, and went back and had sex again. The next day, we went to a dim-sum (I need to find how to spell this word... lol) then wandered around the city, went shopping a little bit, returned home, had sex (I think.. lol), wandered again in the city, and went to that restaurant. Then we headed back home to sleep early cuz we were tired. But obviously we had sex (we always have sex lol). Sunday, we got a car, went to Niagara Falls, put our stuff in the hotel room, went shopping, went to the falls, talked about relationships, came back to eat at a restaurant, came back to our hotel room, had sex in the jackuzi, went to bed and talked for a long time. Next day, waking up early and without much sleep, we went back to Toronto, had sex at his place, went shopping a little bit, then wandered around until 5pm, when we went eating in a Korean restaurant with Justin. Then they came with me to the bus station, I waited 45 minutes in the heat of buses and summer, and got on the way back to Montreal.
Yup, that's what we did. I think that's a lot! :P 6 times sex in 3 days! :)
As for Justin Chen, he's the guy I sleept with during the New Year's Eve foursome. He was the guy I found super sexy, the bald guy who didn't want to join us. Well thee reason for this was that it was his second time having sex, and even if he was drunk, he wasn't really expecting this. He is kinda afraid of sex, and feels like no one likes him, so during the weekend he texted Eason about looking gay when he's drunk, and etc. I reassured him I liked him, and that he shouldn't worry too muchh about it. Then I also tried to give him advices as to how to have sex with guys who could like him, instead of trying to get them on the streets (bars and clubs), like on Internet or in a sauna. Anyway, Justin is a really funny guy, with an active behavior (haha, that's the best I can describe :P ), and he kind of remind me of when I was younger (before I started having sex often). Anyway, he's a great guy and I got his phone number so now he's my friend! :P
Okay, I need to get back to cleaning my apartment, I will continue later on with the most important part: Eason! :)
Ok, back to this. I had sex with Simon tonight, but... I really didn't like it... anyway, that's another story and I don't think I have time or want to talk about it, so let's just forget it...
What I like about Eason is that he's not expecting me to do anything. He lets me do/think whatever I want. I mean, we're not in a relationship, so he shouldn't care, right? Well, it changed. He cares about me. He told me I was special. And by that he doesn't mean anything weird, he means that he loves me. Like he told me, he doesn't want a LTR, and he's probably not ready right now for any relationship anyway. He's busy with work and... probably some other reasons I can only guess.
Ok, I don't have much time, I want to go buy stuff and go back to my place (I slept at Khanh's place) so here is a part of what I wrote in an email to Adrienne:
My trip to Toronto actually changed me a lot. I'm probably starting another of what I call "phases in my life". I went to Toronto to see Eason, a friend who I've known since January. We've seen each other a few times (around once a month) and I really liked spending time with him, but I was only thinking of him as a guy I had sex with (I can't believe I'm talking about my sexual life to my mom!! :P ) It's only when he came here last month that I realized he had feelings for me, and, at the same time, I had feelings for him too. I started to think of him as someone "special" (and he used the same word for me), but I wasn't sure what I found so special about him. I finally understood last weekend: he's just like me. Well, we have different lives, but we fairly think the same way. I have yet to see one thing he believes in, he doesn't judge people, he's ready to be open-minded, he's honest, etc. I did give up on finding someone who would be similar to me, but he was right in front of me and it took me a long time to figure it out. Anyway, I'm in love with him. We're not in a relationship or anything, because we don't live in the same city, but we've talked about it and I think he's looking for the same kind of relationship I am (which is some kind of no-rules relationship). Anyway, knowing someone who thinks the same way as me is quite inspirational, and so it's motivating me to work harder :) Haha, for someone who doesn't believe in love, I wonder why I think I'm in love... human beings are so complicated! :P
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