I've put this Google Analytics thing and... now I know about everyone who looks at my blog! lol I was kinda testing it yesterday with my last post being on my facebook, and I got someone who clicked on it! And considering it came from Montreal, I can only assume who it was :P Mwahaha, I'm being creepy!
I've been watching some of the videos I've recorded in the previous months. Mostly to see Eason, cuz he's actually the one I recorded the most, even before having any real feeling for him. I have this 20 minutes-long conversation about random things, and it is so fucking awesome! :D
But I'm not sure how much I should watch these. I mean, I don't think I will miss him more or anything, but I don't want to remember EVERYTHING about what we talked about. I mean, I don't want to remember every of his words and start to define him according to these. People change, and so I cannot consider what I recorded as a truth. It might be a fact that he said this and that, or that he looked that way and acted like this, but the present actual and real Eason is quite different. Anyway, at least I know that, I might not get manipulated by my own self! :)
Also, something I noticed and which really surprised me (or maybe I was just really tired at 2am...) is that when he was talking to me in the videos, he would look at me in the video, and not to the camera. Because of that, I felt really weird. I mean, he IS talking to me, but at the same time he is talking to "someone else", who is me... When you watch a movie and this same thing happen, you definitely are not really inside the movie (i.e. the person isn't really talking to you but to someone else). But because it was me, because we were only two, and because I know how I thing and would guess what I would say, I had this really strange feeling.
Then again, I was probably just tired and couldn't concentrate on disassociating the reality of the video to my own life...
I have been seriously brainstorming on my new blog, and I might start in the next few weeks (well maybe actually next weekend). I'm really excited about this new blog because it will not be a bunch of personal and random things, but a really serious type of writing. In fact I think that it might get popular. Or at least I have ideas to make it popular. And, well, since nothing like it exists before, and since it will be about a unified general reality, I don't see why it wouldn't be something big! :)
Oh, and no, I will not post any link to it, nor will I say the name or anything. For privacy reasons I do not want links to come back here on this blog... It happened already, now if you look for the name of one of my professor on Google you will find a page that links to my blog... and so I had to change the name of that person on my blog so that it doesn't happen. Anyway, you probably don't care much, and wouldn't notice the change anyway, so it's all good! :)
Oh, and I realized I had my first name on this blog at a few places... :/ Might not be so good... but on the other hand I don't really care that much about being anonymous, it's just that I find it more instructive for readers to not have anything to judge me from. The less you know me and the more my words are true! :)
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